| ok, im finally leaving an entry!! i kno, its been the loongwest time!! but i hav all the time in the workld, right now, so ill make it long, lol. Well, things are aoo different than they were last entry...lets see...
Me and Lawrence don't go out anymore. for a lil ova a week. ok, before you go crazy and start asking me a bunch of questions, let me juss say that i didnt feel things were working out, so i ended them. it wasnt very easy, but i felt like i had to.
well, i hav a new boo now, my baby jacob. jacob sanders...tall, black, cute, funni, makes me happy...the list goes on. so i am very happy now :)
the families all good...my moms still bitchin like usual and my dads more like her everyday, but hopefully he'll neva be as bad. they are tryin to make me stress, cuz they r always yellin n stuff, n gettin on me bout my grades, which arent great but they could be a whole lot worse. i juss dont care nemore. i gave up. i dont let em get to me. they yell, i shake my head yes, and move on. i dont even w/e them anymore. cuz it brings on more arguments. and its juss nto worth it. they think they always win, and i see no point in tryin. (now this doesnt mean i lose, juss that they think i do, lol) so i give up, let them win..so to speak. i'll be rid of them soon enuf, ill juss deal wit it now.
and i got my permit!! like a loong time ago, lol...sonce oct. 5th. so im tryin to drive!! ive been out on the road one time!! but its all good...i juss need lots of practice, lol. im ok i guess, but i could be a lot betta. i dont like high speeds, lol. they scare me when i dk wht im doin. workin my way up tho. but in automatic :( i need to learn the stick, so i can drive the mustang :) heck yea!! well, im gettin betta at the stick too, juss havnt been out on the road in it.
hmm..dont think there is nething else new...maybe sumthin ive forgotten...o well. ill add lata if i memba.
leave me sum luv, ~emily~, ~em~, ~becca~ |
